Monday 31 December 2012

Sara "Dapat Kaki" haha ❀‿❀


Alhamdulillah...masuk setahun 2minggu, sara blh jalan dgn yakinnya... 

Tula slama ni dia takut2 nk jalan...skrg da hbs 1 rumah dia round. 

Suka sgt dia dpt kaki....hehe... Semoga langkahmu menuju kejayaan & diberkati Illahi syg...

mama sntiasa mendoakanmu....amin....


Xberapa imbang lg jalannya...tp da makin laju n kurang jatuh2 da...hee


Blh pusing sndri nk gerak mane2...tp mstila xjauh dr mama!haha..sara2...




ღ Within a YEAR...2012 ღ

Gmbr2 sara from the moment she was born till 1year! so cute kan??hee


Setahun Berlalu…

Masih segar di ingatan waktu pertama kali aku muntah2 selepas hampir sebulan majlis pernikahanku berlangsung. Ummi aku dah agak yg aku mengandung…tp aku nafikan je walau dalam hati amboiii hepi kemain…hehe…yelah sbb mcm baru lg…n tkt xpeknen kang, aku yg sedey..huu.. Alhamdulillah, doctor sahkan yg aku mengandung… hiii hepiiii sgt3 time tu…walau time tu aku masih d tahun akhir kt UIAM Gombak. So Seminggu sekali aku blk Kemaman la melepaskan rinduuu smbil bwak peyot yg xbesar lg pon…hik3…risau jgkla naik bas jauh2 time bru sgt lg peknen ni….tp berserah je smuanya pd Tuhan. N Syukur sgt…lepas 4bulan aku habis blajar & bermulalah kehidupan sbg suri rumah sepenuh masa + bina badan yg makin naik menjadi2…huhuhu…20kg jgkla aku gain sepanjang 9bulan lebih kehamilan dlu…hahah…tp now da back to normal...lps bsalin je trun 10kg! no worries la bab tu...heheh...

Masih teringat2 lg saat melahirkan Sara…nervous + excited time tu…dhla kul 11lbh mlm 9/12/2011 turun air ketuban…kul 12lbh trus masuk labor room, kul 2lebih start teran2…n keluarlah puteri mama n papa tepat kul 3.17am 10/12/11… Aku still ingat senyuman abang ketika pertama kali menatap wajah baby dan aku dgn sisa2 kekuatan yg masih ada membalasnya dgn rasa bahagia… Trima kasih abang krn berada d sisi syg waktu itu…semuanya kita hadapi bersama…dan kini…baby itu yg kami beri nama NUR ADELIA QAISARA sudahpun genap 1TAHUN!!! Syukur padaMu Tuhan….

kjp je bsr....i ღ u syg...

Membesarkan Sara xbyk cabaran berbanding bayi2 lain…dia xbyk menangis, Cuma dia susah nk tido n tido xlama..n suka peel laa..dh ngs xbyk, so peel jela…hahah… Sara xbyk sakit jgk..demam pn start 6bulan ke ats baru dia demam2 tp xteruk pn… Alhamdulillah sgt… Tp tang lain la dia lebih ckit…haa tang peel la…huu…makin besar makin kuat peel… Tp she’s a funny gurl too. Slalu menghiburkan mama n papa. Karenah dia ade yg kelakar, ade yg buat mama geram…huhu…lbh2 lg ble dia xnk lngsung dgn org lain slain mama…dgn papa pn kurenggg….huu…tgk mood dia la….huu…

Sekarang Sara bru pandai jalan…bru dpt kaki org kate…huu… Baru2 ni dia bt prangai nangis kuatttt sgt…xmcm mc kcik2 dlu… Mama pn heran tgk dia semangat giler nangis…mcm sakit2…pdhl xpn, dia nk main mcm2la bnd yg xspttnye spt telefon rmh, penyapu, slipar/kasut org, bekas ubat, bekas makanan, gelas/mngkuk kaca..n mcm2laa.. Kalo xbg, konpem menjerit2 n nangis2. Lagak dia tu mcm org besar2…nk mkn sndiri, siap suap kt bby (bear) dia lg… Kalo pgg cawan msti tumpahkan air psti sengih2… Alahaiii anak mama…pandainye….hehe… Kalo dia mengamuk2 tu msti ade yg xkena, or nk tido sgt2 tp thn mate tu.. Sara ni nk kne org btl2 fhm dia, bru blh jaga dia...kalo x..fuhh..

Sara ni kalo bab memanjat, pandaiii… Turun naik tangga…pantang nmpk tngga, hah laju la dia. Asyik suruh mama bukak pintu dpn rmh, nk turun tangga. Kalo tangga dapur tu, da puas da dia main. Papa bt pagar, dia xlehla main tangga..tp skrg dia pndai nk panjat pagar tu plak…adoiii menjerit mama tgk dia! Atas basikal dia tu pn dia da pndai pnjat main berdiri ats tmpt duduk tu…isk3 maam tkt sara jtuhla syg… Tp mama xhalang jgk…Cuma mama jge n pegang basikal jela tkt terbalik. Sara suke la blh panjat..sengih2 tgk ke org….huuu…mama xkisah sara nak main hepi2 cmtu…jgn bt prangai nangis2 mengamuk2 je… Tpi nk wt cmne kan…bdk kck makin membesar ni cmtula kn? Mama sabar jela syg…..=)

Mama suka dgr sara gelak…sara main auu chak dgn mama, sara lempar baju2 yg mama dh lipat kemas2 smpai terbukak blk lipatan tu, sara mandi n main air dgn mama,tp sara suka tutup paip, so nk mandi cmne kn??hehehe…mama suka sara buli mama n gelak…semua tu kenangan paling bahagia buat mama… Tapi kekadang mama penat…mama xlayan sara dgn baik (tp mama xpukul/dera sara tauu..babap2 manja je..haha) Cuma xikut kerenah sara n biar sara nangis…tp mama sedih buat sara cmtu tau… kalau blh,mama nk ikut smua kehendak sara, tp mama tkt sara naik kepala ble besar nti… Mama nk ajr sara jgn manja2 sgt, n usaha sndiri dapatkan sesuatu… Mama tahu sara budak pandai, baik, solehah, mndengar kata…  Buktinya. Sara akan ikut apa yg mama suruh…mama suh sara duduk, sara pn duduk…mama suh sara buang sampah/pampers dlm tong sampah,sara pn terkedek2 g buang, wlpn ade gk kdg2 sara xjd buang..haha…mama suh peluk/syg bear, sara syg n peluk..suh letak baju kotor dlm bakul, sara g letak..ps2 sara g amik blk n buang ats lantai…hehe… Pndai suapkan makanan kt mulut mama/papa.. Sara kelakar sgt….mama suka main ngn sara, suka tgk keletah sara…

Sara still makan bubur cair tapi sara da blh mkn nasi jgk… Bab makan, sara xmemilih sgt…roti pn sara suka. Cuma kalo mama/papa mkn, sara pn nak kacau jgkla…lbih2 lg kalo mknan dlm bekas, sara pn cbukla nk bukak bekas tu n tumpahkan smua…huhu..so kalo nk makan, xleh mkn dpn sara. Haha.. Alhamdulillah, stahun dh sara menyusu badan sepenuhnya, xde campur2 dgn susu formula. Org kate dats y la badan sara sihaaatttt sgt3…pp sara yg chubby tu…ee mama geraaammm!!! Tgk lengan sara, peha, berketul2…huu…berat sara now pn da 10.1kg!!!huhuhhh…tp nurse ckp normal…=) Mama hepiii sgt tgk perkembangan sara, fizikal & mental. Anak mama ni comeyyy sgt2, n pandaiiii… Mama bahagia dpt susukan sara..melihat ke mata sara saat sara menyusu tu,mmg bestttt moment la time tu..siap senyum2 lg dia...n impian mama biarla smpai 2tahun nti. Setahun je lg..hope susu mama akan sntiasa byk n mengeyangkan sara syg..=)

ღ my happy family 

Mama harap Sara jadi anak yg baik, xbanyak karenah (wlpn skrg byk..haha), solehah, pandai, rajin, n semualah! Pjg plak nk tulis kt cn…huhu… Mama always loves u…so do papa. All we want is only da bestttt for u sayang!

Sunday 9 December 2012

Sara is ONE! Happy Birthday sweety =)


A year ago, God has sent us the most precious gift. 

That gift fills all our lives in everything we do. 

And that gift was YOU!! 

Happy 1st Birthday my little angel!

mama loves sara so much...

Nur Adelia Qaisara binti Hafizul...



Today you turn one. It has been 365 wonderful days since you were brought into this world. I know it is such a cliche to say you have changed my life, but it was true. You are the symbol of love between mama and papa. And we love you so much. Since the day you were born, I knew that my days will be more happier, to see you growing up day by day and acquire new skills each months!

You start to smile when you see people make something funny when you 2months++, and you loves to stare at people around you, watch tv, laugh and babble. Then, you can roll your body at 4-5months, and moves around until you can crawl at 9months. Your upper 2 teeth grow at 9months++ too. And you can also can stand and walk around holding to furniture at 9months++. Your first meal was apple puree and then porridge.

Your 1st step was at 11months++ and you still work on it...hehe...though you still cannot walk fluently, but you love to practice your walking skill by holding to my hands and sometimes you stand by yourselves and walk 4-5steps. I'm looking forward to see you walk and run soon! =)

Although you start crying for mama when other people that you rarely see take you when you 6 months and above, I can't put a blame on you. You have spent your most time with me, leaving me no choice but to accept the fact that you only feel secure with me and papa...hahaha...

Sara, there's so many things I wanna share about you...how amazing you are, from only 2.9kgs, now nearly 10kgs!haha...you are so chubby, so cute, and so heavy! :p Our hard time or happy time with you are the most precious moments that ever happen to us. You  are so special to us, and you have given us the best moments of our lives by having a chance to hold you....to nurse and nurture you...to love you...!

You bring so much joy into our lives. You are so precious and so loved. I cannot wait to see the lovely woman you become.

Love Always,

Your Mama



Wednesday 28 November 2012

Sara - 1st step & SHOES

Wheeeuuu!!! Horaayyy2....Sara sudah mula melangkah walaupun paling banyak 6-7langkah n jatuh, tapi ank mama sgt berani memulakan langkahnya!! Mama bangga syg! Ye mama tau, ade ank2 kwn mama yg sebaya sara tp da blh jln laju...siap blh berlari...tp xpe...bknnye sara xblh jln kn? cuma sara mengambil ms sket utk mengorak langkah...aceehh gitewww... Bla3...ni video sara melangkah =)


Comel sara jalan terkedek2 kan?? Suke sgt dia...hehee...mama rs nk mngalir air mate tgk sara makin membesar dpn mate mama....xterasa pantasnya waktu berputar. Lagi 2minggu sara genap setahun. InsyaAllah bln dpn sara blh jln btl2 kot...insyaAllah... Cpt imbangkn bdn ye syg...=)


sara sgt suka suruh mama n papa pimpin tgk dia..dia nk jln2..=)


 Sara sgt excited dgn kasut. Pantang nampak slipar mama/slipar dapur tokmi dia, msti nk ambik n tnjukkan kaki kt org, nk suh org pkaikan slipar kt kaki dia. So,mama pn beli la sepasang kasut utk sara...kasut jenama FROGS!!hahaha...bkn CROCS!!! tiruan pnye n RM10 ajerrr...kah3... Mama nk beli kasut adidas/nike yg RM140++ tu tp ble d pk2...biarla sara btl2 pandai jln dlu....


1st kasut sara(utk jln2 pny)

she loves it!!!

oke. Lps ni sara kne brlatih jalan lg ek...biar kaki kuat lg...nnti blh berlari2 plak.. ahh coomelllnyeee anak mama terkedek2....hihi....saaayyyaaaannngggg NUR ADELIA QAISARA ketet2!!!!!!

Sunday 25 November 2012

She's amazingly grown up!!! 11months now ^^,

my sweetheart!!! nur adelia qaisara =)

My little gurl is 11months n half now....ohh tinggal 2mngu je lg Sara nk masuk setahun!!! How time flies... Even Sara xpndai jalan lg, tp perkembangan dia is surprisingly amazing to me n my husband! Dia sgt expert naik turun tangga wlaupun xpndai jalan lg..n hanya merangkak n meniti kt kerusi n perabut2 rumah. Sara jgk aku n suami tgk sgt memahami arahan kami. Maybe just simple order, but she manages to follow the orders n fast learning too. At this stage, bila aku tanya "Sape nama Qaisara / sape nk mandi/ apa2 prtanyaan then sebut "angkat tangan"...dia pn angkat tgn...hehe.. Pastu...bila tnjuk/dia nmpk kasut/stokin/slipar...n tny dia "yg tu pakai kt mn?"...dia pn angkt kaki...hee comelll sgt3!!! Bila tny "mane perut?"...dia pn selak baju n gosok/tepuk2 perut. Alahai ank mama ni...pndainye.....hee..... Kalau suruh salam/amin sape2...dia ambik tgn org tu, n cium ps2 tersengih2....heee... Bila suruh sayang/kiss..dia pn ciumla dgn hdung. Sooo clever!!! Now baru knl mata plak...ble tny je mn mate, dia cucuk dgn jari...cucuk mate org plak tu...hihiii... Sara pn da pndai mmberontak ble khndak dia xdpenuhi...pndai hantuk2 kpla kt lntai/dinding...b'guling2 mengamuk kalau pg2 dia bgn, tp mama still dlm slimut.hahah... D korek2nya mate mama suh bukak...n klua dr slimut n dkung dia bwk round bilik. Pstu tunjuk kt mcm2 bnd yg dia nk...slagi xdpt, slagi tu dia tnjuk n bt bunyi "hoo..hoo.." hehe klaka btl sara ni.... Dh byk bnd yg dia knl n fhm...dia tahu mane basikal, air, bubur, pampers, pooh/bear dia, hello tu telefon, nk bskut tnjuk bekas bskut...nk mnd tnjuk bilik air, berus gg ltk dlm mlt, sikat kt rmbut, baby dll...mmg byk, xtertulis kt cn...huu.. Mama n papa bangga dgn perkembangan sara. Xlm lg nk boleh jln plak. Hr ni da mlangkah 2langkah...tu pn sbb ade reinforcement, nk suh org dkung..hehe.. Dia dh blh berdiri tnpa pgg ape2 lbh dr 20seconds. Cuma xbrani nk mlngkah byk2 lg... Sara, ssh sng mama jaga sara terbls dgn kepandaian sara n keletah sara yg sgt mencuit hati... mama hrp,sara jd ank yg baik, solehah, sihat n pandai...amin... mama sayang sara!!!

Wednesday 31 October 2012

Sara's pre birthday PRESENT!!!


After quite a survey by mama n papa, we decided to buy Sara a new tricycle for her upcoming 1st birthday

Seems her birthday is just around the corner, for about a month n half to go, n Sara showed excitement when she saw tricycle at malls...so we bought her this, and she loves to ride it very much!

this is IT!!! 

This tricycle has several children musics when we press the 6 buttons on it, and Sara enjoys the musics very much....sambil angguk2 kepala...kelakar habis!

Tapi Sara mmg syokla sbb all she needs to do is just sitting on it n mama/papa tolak keliling rumah. Heheh bertambah la senaman kaki utk mama n papa!

After all, Sara still loves to go up and down the stairs! ohhh my baby.....xboleh jalan lg dh pndai panjat tangga...nti da boleh jalan??? fuuhhh...mama needs more energy now!huuuu...

Apepun, mama lah org PALING HAPPY tgk perkembangan Sara 24hours per day, 7days per weeks! n I'll never give up on her! She's the BEST THING that ever happen to me! I'll do my best to make her happy, and healthy...=)

COUNTING THE DAYS............10 DEC 2012.............:)

Monday 8 October 2012

October, I'm in LOVE!


Let the pictures tell the story how happy my life are, through these years and counting, by having you and you and you around...

I'm Complete!

 Thanks to my loving n funny HUSBAND & Cute Little Daughter of us *____*
 
I'm totally GRATEFUL, and HAPPY!!!!

5th Oct 2012, I'm 24 n HOT!!!hahaaaaa
my delicious pretty rainbow cake! thnks mr.hubby for sponsored =)


 
on my birth day - how colorful my life is! especially by having this lil princess around =)

 
 
 
watching her grow up so fast, I'm so thrilled! now she has 2 teeth n coming more!

 



 
hye u! yes u! u have brightened my life ^___^

Wednesday 3 October 2012

My Gojes Fareeda! ^____^

Jatuh hati dgnnye....da xpndg yg lain!huhu

kdg2 rase menyesal, tp memilikmu 1 kepuasan bgku! =)

Thursday 20 September 2012

Budak Cerdik! ;P

Sikit lagi nk boleh jalan da ni...I always pray 4u my love...

Saaayyyaaannngggg anak mama ni sgt3! Membesar dgn sihat n happy k?


Antara kebolehan2 Sara skrg... Mama hepi tgk Sara pndai mcm2 da skrg. Love u lh!


Monday 17 September 2012

My 9months Little Angel ^__^

Malas dh nak taip pnjg2 sbb masa xmencukupi utk smua tu skrg nim! Sara makin aktif n suka manjat. Makin seronok main dgn dia tau... She's now 9months n baru la boleh merangkak. ohh I'm a happiest mom in da world! =)

shopping time is not a problem any longer!
Sara makin memahami yg mama n papa nya xlarat nk dukung lame2..hahah

Suke berdiri skrg ni...bgs ank mama ni...nk blajar jalan plak...=)
Sara pndai duduk n berdiri sndri dlu,barula merangkak...hahah..anak mama yg comel!

Sara merangkak nk dtg kt mama. mama 2gu kt pn2 dapur..hehe. 
comelnya anak mama merangkak...tp slalu brnti2 sbb ade je bnd yg mnarik prhatian dia kt lntai..hehe.isk3 anak mama cyg nim.... mama geraaammmm sgt3 kt sara tau... ;P





Monday 27 August 2012

Sara & her 1st Syawal =)

Syukur...tahun ni tahun ke2 aku smbut aidilfitri as a wife, but this time was more special bcoz of Sara ;)
Raya ni, Sara dah 8bulan lebih. Aku pn dpt puasa penuh lg tahun ni, spt thun lps sbb still xperiod lg.
Ok, dun get me wrong yah! kalo thn lps, pose pnuh sbb peknen, but this time, period xdtg2 lg, mngkin sbb aku fully breastfeed Sara... So,everything went perfect!

Raya! Tema tahun ni, paddlepop!ngeh3
Nak jadi ke citer, tahun ni 1st day raya kt kampung aku. Tido rmh ummi aku, mlm2 kt sn mmg sgt sejuk. Tp ble siang, mmg xnk duk ats rmh lah! pns sgt2.. Okla..mlm tu sara xdpt tido sbb bnyi mercun yg SGT KUAT!   Ble kul 11lbh, bnyi2 tu sume da reda,barula sara tdo...n tersgtla lena! mlm tu dlm 2x je kot merengek ckit nk susu,ps2 tdo setdo2nya. smpaikan aku plak jd ssh nk tdo sbb tgk sara tdo nyenyak. Ble pagi,lps subuh ak n suami pjm2 mate sket smntra nk 2gu g msjid. Ak ofkosla xdpt pegi lg... Then,ble sume da siap2 mndi pkai cntik2 n g msjd, aku duk sorg2 kt rmh, siap tenung sara tido. haiiii xbgn2 jgk anak mama ni wlpn bnyi takbir bergema kuat sbb msjd blkg rmh je...huu... siap ak blh kemas2 rmh dlu.. ps2 da xtau nk bt ape,dgn aku skali t'tdo..hahah... sdr2 org da blk dr msjd, n sara msih lena d buai mimpi....huu... last2 9.30pg bru buka mate, 2pn papa dia kacau2 dia...hehe...xsbr nk tgk sara pkai bj kurung! maka bgnla anak mama tu, tp xsnyum2 pn...mngkn kne pksa bgn....kcian.... Smpai ke ptg dia meragam je... Tp aku tetap hepi beraya!huu..

ptg - gaun plak ;)

pg ry - berbaju kurung =)



















Raya ke2 dh kne beraya rmh mertua plak...mmg kami duk ngn mak suami aku pn..cuma ktorg kne blk kmpung mak mntua aku tula plak... Hmm xpuas lg beraya kt kmpg aku...tp nk bt cmne kan... Raya kt sana pn best jgk, byk jgk sara dpt duit raya. siap dgn mama nya skali dpt.hihihi... So, bt ms skrg,total duit raya sara RM510 jgkla... Alhamdulillah, rezeki Sara ;) Cukup x nak beli gelang emas kt sara ek?? Aku b'kenan nk pkaikan rntai yg loket ukir nama tu kt sara,tp dia kcik lg,nti asyik msuk mulut je... hmm..pk2 dlu lah...

raya ke2 ala2 oren la sket...huu

sara meragam jgk..dia xbrape sht...tp lps tdo lm ptg tu,bru dia hepi2..

Raya seterusnya kt kemaman n dungun jela...xpegi jauh2 pn... Tp tahun ni agak sedih sbb xpegi ziarah kubur atok nenek n ayah mertua pun.... Suami aku je g kubur arwah ayah dia shari sblm raya... Al-fatihah utk semua ahli keluarga yg telah tiada....kepergian kalian amat2 kami rasai...

Monday 13 August 2012

Princess Sara 8months! waahhh 0_0


Ratu hatiku...comey kannn??hehee...

Yabedabeduuu...10hb Ogos 2011, Nur Adelia Qaisara dh genap 8bulan. Alhamdulillah, itulah perkataan pertama yg terlintas di lubuk hatiku bile lihat anakk yg aku lahirkan dlu membesar dgn sihat dan sempurna. Dan aku bersyukur krn mampu menyusukan dan menjaga sendiri puteri hatiku... Semalam kami ke klinik, utk temujanji Qaisara yg ke brape nth...tp 8bulan kne pegi la, timbang n jumpe nurse je. Berat Sara naik 100g je in 1month. Mase 6bulan, 9.2kg...now 9.6kg. Mase 7bulan g timbang, 7.5kg. Itu menunjukkan anak mama dah makin aktif...mkin byk bergerak. Mane x nye, dlu mase 4-6bulan blh meniarap, ps2 6-7bulan duk berguling je...skrg, dah pandai mengensot. Wlpun still xboleh merangkak (or mmg xblh...xtau lg), tp Sara laju mengensot, blhla bergerak sndri ke tmpt yg dia nak pegi...n slh 1 tmpt yg dia sukeee sgt2 pegi ialah kt kipas lantai, tarik wayar. Ps2 masa aku mandi pn, dia mengensot pegi bilik air sndri...huhu...pndai cari mama ye... Kalo ltk dlm walker pn,laju sgt dia gerak. Aritu ltk dia kt dapur while aku masak bubur utk dia, nak, tgk2 dia pgg 1balang kaca yg kecik tu,yg org buh gula2 n bg kt org kawin tu...tup2 dia jthkn n pecah! Tgn dia mmg laju je capai brg. Kne btl2 alert kt dia... Apepun, mama mmg sgt3 bahagia tgk perkembangan anak mama ni... Dgn ketul2 kt tgn n peha dia tu, slalu jd mangsa gigitan mama...smpai t'sedu dia duk gelak sbb geli...hehehe... Sara dh boleh duduk tegap, tp kne kita dudukan dia la... duk sndri xpndai lg... tp skrg dia da blh balance bdn dia, so, xla jth ke blkg ble duduk. dia pndai da meniarap/jthkan bdn dia sndri ble da puas duduk. Within 8months ni, nk tgk ape plak bnda baru yg dia dpt... tp pls la syg...jgn bt prangai tau..5hari lagi nak raya...baju raya da siap, cuma kalo blh nk tmbh lg..haha...papa da pokai! baju melayu papa xbeli lg...=(
apepun, raya thn ni yg 1st beraya dgn anak! excited habis ni.....^___________^

Thursday 26 July 2012

Ramadhan wif Sarabambam ^___^

To make it short, Sara is now 7months 2weeks. 
Last week, she was a bit unwell, fever but not too high, n flu.

Sara xsdp bdn aritu...cian...

So, her appetite decreased, but now she recovers n back to normal, insyaAllah =)
Today she starts crying for foods during lunch hour, so I cooked her Porridge + ikan bilis + carrot.
n she ate it deliciously...hehe...i'm sooo happy...but she wants to sleep in my arm, atas riba!
ohh she's now cm2la...merengek2, sometimes i even don't know what she want......
Quite stressed me out, especially i'm fasting, n husband unwell. so tired oo...=(
But 1 thing i suke, breastmilk for Sara, insyaAllah sntiasa cukup, even my breasts look like belon kurang angin!hahaha...

nk merangkak???

ohh did i mention tt Sara da pndai mengensot now, 
dats bnda baru yg dia dpt hasil dari buat prangai ble masuk bulan baru....heheh. 
Some ppl said, if bby mengensot, nti dia trus blh jln, so xmerangkak la..
Tapi...sara slalu jgk angkt bdn mcm dlm pic kt ats tu...apekah mknanya???
Papa sara nk sgt tgk sara merangkak... we'll see...=)

Bln pose nim a bit tiring n challenging la...
Sometimes mama kne buka pose sorg2 dlm blik cz sara tdo. siang2 tdo kjp je...
then, wktu sahur kne bgn hati2, make sure she sleeps well,bru mama blh g dapur.
Itupun lps papa da siap sahur. so,end up mama mkn sorg2 jgkla..
Cz if sara bgn skali, nti dia cbuk b'gurau, sshla nk tdo blk....huuu...
Today baru day 6...3weeks to go!
Then, RAYA wif Sara...hoorayyy bestnyeee...mama blh kutip wit raya utk sara!kikiki.
Arghh baju raya sara bru 2lai...yg mama xde lg, tdung da byk..huhu..papa?? lagilaa...

1 thing mama mintak kt Sara, pls be a nice gurl...jgn merengek2, mnja2, bt prangai k..
Mama always wif u, take a good care of u, give u love, give u my everything...
only to see u smile, stay healthy, & grow up successfully. 
my pray will always be wif u...i love u...

Monday 9 July 2012

My Princess is 7months now (",)

Rase cam cepat je mase berlalu....Sara dh genap 7bulan hr ni.... Bile dh 24jam dia duk dpn mate, xrase pn dia membesar secepat tu. Rase cam dia still kecik, still baby2 mcm dlu..hee.. Xpuas aku main dgn dia, menjaga dia, belai dia, susukan dia...semuanya indah bagiku... Dia adalah pengalaman TERINDAH dlm hidupku!

Sara bru lahir & 7months. happy discovering  this world, my baby =)


Ok, xleh nk cite pjng2 cz dia skrg asyk nk b'kepit ngn mama jerrr...even ms tdo.. isk3... mybe ank yg d breastfeed mmg cmni kn??? Da xnk ngn org, nk mamaaaaa je... ngn papa pn da kurang.huuu.. ok fine. anything 4u lh dear. kalo org amik, kdg ngs, kdg tgn lmbai2 kt mama..hee. da pndai rms2 tgn mcm bye2,tp t'balik. hahaa klakarla Sara... slalu snyum, tp kt org2 yg dia btl2 knl je...huhu...tgk org lain,masyam je muke.. still xblh merangkak...=( tp mengensot da laju lately =) tupn da xt'kjr...huu.. cptla mrngkak syg..papa nk tgk sgt tuuu... jeles gk tgk ank2 org len yg baya dia da lju mrngkak.. nk wt cmne, Sara kn SIHAT sket...huu.. tp yg bgsnye, dia xprnh demam or whatsoever lg. Alhamdulillah...

Mungkin Sara jns berat sket..lmbt blh mniarap,mrngkak,tmbuh gg... Agk2 ape yg dia cpt nti ek? We'll see. As long as u're happy n healthy dear... Mama n papa love u a lot! &bulan xyh g klinik..bln dpn plak g...tp ktorg nk th brt dia brape...n nk check sket dia sbb kdg2 dgr cam b'kahak je. Mlm ni kot g klnk Zainab.. Sara mkn bubur + carrot/kurma/kismis/brocolli...she likes it. Now try oat, dia cpt knyg n poo poo pn ok! mybe bubur ns xssuai kot ngn dia... Nestum dia xsuka..... bgs jg...hee.. mama suke msk utk Sara wlpn mama xpndai msk...hee...tp kdg2 bntu jgk nk bg ape lg kt dia... Group "solid food for my baby" kt fb byk mmbantu =) isk..da besha la ank mama...suke3! hee..tp beratla yunk..diet sket ehh..kah3..

nti da nk msuk bln pose....n aku mnyusu bdn spnuhnye. hope susu xkurang, n bdn xletih. mkn VCO n ESP da kang! huhuu.. Slmt b'pose n ...........yaayyy RAYA!!! bestnye thn ni raya ngn bdk kecik ni...brula happening! =) ok, da mengarut. BYE!huuu

Tuesday 12 June 2012

Yaya part II

Nur Adelia Qaisara dh 2hari masuk 6bulan!! Happy HALF YEAR birthday sayang!!! Hari ni mama 1st time buat bubur tuk syg mama, d sbbkan smlm yaya duk sembur2 je nestum n puri avocado tu. Penat je mama buat puri tu tau...heheee... So arini, mama tryla msk bubur, blend n tapis, ps2 cmpur ngn puri pear kgmrn syg mama ni...hasilnya...yaya mkn n telan laju je...xsembur2, meleleh ckit2 tu normal la kan... Mama hepi sgt3!!! ps2 yaya merengek2 nk tito...dr kul 2ptg, until now,da 4pm..yaya still sleeps! mungkin kenyang...xpn mmg hr ni dia byk tdo sbb pg td pn bgn kjp je kul 9pg,ps2 smbung tdo smpai 11.30am...huhu...syokla mama tdo td...hii...

wajah kesayangan hamba!hik3..

Well, tgk yaya dlm gmbr tu...besar kan dia??? heheheh... Mane x nye, susu depan mate, ngs saje, mama trus sumbat. Susu sng plak nk dpt, xyah bancuh2 dlu, goncang2...ngs je, trus dpt, ps2 sdp plak dihayun2,mcm buai kan...hehe... Kdg2 kcian gk kt dia, sume cam t'kjt tgk dia, sume kate "besarnye" "sihatnye" "beratnye" n seangkatan dgnnye...t'msuk aku la..sbb ak yg dkung dia hr2..huu..  Ape nk buat,bkn dia nk jd cm2 kn? Ketentuan Tuhan, xsiape blh halang or persoalkan. Yg pnting, dia sihat, xsakit, n perkembangan normal mcm budak2 lain... Tp hrp2 besar nti xjd debab laa...heheee.. Skrg da 6bulan, strt makan da, xtaula cmne nti...huuu...tp dia mkin byk main n b'gerak sndri, jd berat xbyk sgt naik mcm 4bln sblm ni.. Skrg da 6bln...ni pertambahan berat Qaisara dr 4bln smpai skrg ;

4bulan - 7.8kg (naik 800gram)
5bulan - 8.6kg (naik 800gram)
6bulan - 9.2kg (naik 600gram)


Ni plak graf kt kad dia...ckit lg nk lepas garisan obesiti....omaigod!!! 

Walaupun BERAT, anak mama tetap COMEL!!! n yg penting, anak mama SIHAT n CERGAS!!

Mama SAYANG Qaisara sokmo...sayang ketat-ketat g2.....=)




Monday 11 June 2012

Cheese Cake ala Secret Recipe!

Hokey...baru ade kesempatan nk tulis resepi kek yg pling senang di dunia ni...sbb rmai yg tny cmne cara nk wt kek tu kan...n memandangkan aku penjual tepung kek keju segera yg tegar, n aku dh pon 2x buat kek tu dsebabkan sedap, heheh, jadi makanya, aku dgn sukacitanya nk share resepi kek tuh...heheee...

Bahan2nya;



400gram tepung cheese cake segera
250ml susu segar (aku guna Good Day, sedap)
biskut marie / oreo (1st kek ak guna marie, 2nd oreo)
filling buah utk topping (blueberry, stoberi,kiwi,oren...any kind of filling buah yg uols minat la)

Cara2nya;

1. Kalo uols nak letak lapisan biskut kt bwh, boley sesangt tp aku xexpert sgt bab tu...kureng menjadi lg..tp sedap aje..hehe... Ak suka bskut marie sbb nti rangup je. So, hncuskan itu bskut, dlm15-20keping kot..kasi hancus betoi2.

2. Ps2 cairkan butter dlm kuali, ble da cair, gaul bskut dgn butter t'sebut. Ble da sejuk, ratakan dlm bekas ksukaan uols la,nk bulat ke,petak ke..agk2la saiznye tu, utk 1kg kek..

3. then, msukkan dlm peti sjuk utk sejam. Sambil2 2gu bskut sejuk....tgk step no.4..

4. Tepung td, kte cmpur ngn susu segar 250ml..kalo nmpk cam kering sket, tmbhla ckit lg susu tu..jgn lembik sgt..agak2la ye..hehe..ps2 pukul guna mixer, 1minit utk kelajuan niminum, 5mnit lg utk klajuan maximum. Ble da gebu,lembut je adunan tu,....step sterusnye...

5. Kuarkan bekas yg ade bskut td, buh la adunan tu..ratakan.. ps2 masuk peti lg 2jam...

6. Kalo nak letak topping, lepas 2jam tu, kuakan, n letak topping buah yg dsukai..then msuk peti lg sjam..ps2 da boleh mkn! xnk msuk peti, nk trus mkn pn bole...saje nk sjukkan dlu kan.. mkn sjuk2 mmg best!

NILAA HASILNYA...

tepung cheese cake segera, n 2hasil kek buatan sndiri...nymmy kan??

So, amacam??? Senang kan?? Jomla mengorder ngn shaye...kih3... 400gram tepung hanya RM28 ajer..heheh. Raya nanti nak buat lagi. Ikut kreativiti masing2 sbnrnye..yg pnting, tepung + 250ml susu segar. Tak perlu bakar, kukus, masak guna dapur...mudah & sedap! Jomla cuba ;P




Tuesday 5 June 2012

Sara Yaya part1

Fuuuhhhh...lame dh xhapdet blog nih..b'habuk dh!huuu.... Skrg mkin xsmpt nk spend ms kt laptop...maklumla, anak dara ai mkin besha, mkin pndai la dia. Pantang tgk org pegang pape, cbuk hlur tgn nk pegang jgk. Ps2 nk msuk dlm mlut dia. Kalo pgang henpon, bsingla mlt dia suh org bg henpon tu kt dia...hehe...kekadang geram jgk,hbs sume bnd dia nak. Tp sbnrnye klakar sgt...mr.husband n ai slalu gelak tgk karenah dia. Adess ber ai2 la plak kannn...maklumlah, mngu dpn nk ke key eyl katenye...huhuhu...enaf2...

Lagi 5hari Sara nk msuk 6bulan. Means da stgh tahun la dia membesar dpn mateku...uhuk3...emo nye trase... Hepi sgt3 tgk perkembangan beliau...acehceh... Da laju bergolek bdk bambam ni...wlpn bdnnye brt..tp dia mmpu tolak bdnnye..hehe..n da blh angkt dada jgk. Xlame lg nk merangkak la tu kot....wlpn ade bby yg sbaya dia da blh duk gaya merangkak.. Xpela,lain baby,lain prkembangannye kan... Xleh duk pandang ank org, smpai t'lepas pndang ape kbolehan ank sndri. Itu yg aku pegang sejak jd ibu nih.

mkin besa mkin comey kan ank mama ni...;)

Opsss...Sara da start mkn tauuu... Mula2 introduce apple puree kt dia...ps2 try bg nestum cerelac... Dia mkn ok je... Skrg bg pear puree plak, n poopoo dia cntik. Mama suke la cmni ;) Patutnye 6bulan bru blh bg mkn...tp tgk dia asyk mengamuk je...tu yg try bg tu...kotla lapar, ksian jgk...tp tgk dia ok plak ps2... Rupenye dia mragam bile b'tukar bulan. Adoii... Skrg da nk msuk 6bln ni...so truskan jela bg puree... Nanti da 6bulan lbh bru start bg bubur or oat... Mamanye da kne rajin2la ke dapur ye....hehehe... Ahad dpn g klinik, cucuk n timbang. Jgnla melepasi garisan yg spttnye.... Alamak, Sara da bgnlaa... Continue nxt time la plak..daa...

Saturday 5 May 2012

~My Little Star~



Aku terasa nak menulis sket pasal bintang kecilku ni, yelah…aku bknnye muda sokmo kan. Kalau boley aku nak ingat sumer yg terjadi dr saat si kecil dlm perut, hingga ke hujung nyawaku…tapi mungkin kelak aku akn lupa sesetengah, atau byk bnd yg amat berharga yg terjadi padaku… Kalo ade rekod ni, nanti senang nak citer balik kt Qaisara, cmne ms dia kecik2 dlu kan…Xpn nanti aku plak kne jage Qaisara b’pantang…,snang sket nk ingat blk kannn…acecehhh…;)

Ok. Mule2 aku nak letak gambar ni. Perbandingan mase 1st day Qaisara kua menjenguk dunia, n sekarang (4m++). Dulu kcik je ak pegang dia, brt pn xrs sgt…tp skrg…kecik jgk cz bru nk msuk 5bln kan…tp brtnye..perrggghhh…nk t’cbut bahu dkung dia ok…haha…  yelah, 4bulan dh 7.8kg kot..huu..semangat anak mama nim…

Qaisara day 1 ----> 4months++

Hbs cite part berat…huhu… Now part pling best nk cte…part peel /perangai….huu…  Hmm…smpai xtau nk start yg mane dlu sbb byk jgk prangai yg comey2 nih…hehe… Menyembur air liur tu da 2bln start. Org kate kalo bby start menyembur, rmbut mama dia bykla gugur. Tp tu hnya kebetulan jer….mane ade kaitan kan??? Air liur dia xkne pn kt kpale kte…huu.. Tp rmbt aku mmg byk ggr skrg. Nk gnti yg bru la tu.. Xpela, cume hari2 kne sapu lantai la… Ats katil pn ade gk rmbut..bkn ape,tkt msuk mlut Qaisara je. Sbbnye…tgn dia skrg laju je capai bnda2 yg dia nmpak. Ps2 mulut senyum2 je, mate tgk2 kte, tkt kte tgk dia nk amik tu..haha..klakar…

Slain tu, bdk tecik ni pndai gk tgk cermin. Asal bwk dia g dpn cermin je, senyum meleret la ble tgk muke dia kt dlm crmin tu…hehe…aku n papa Qaisara t’gelak besar tgk prangai yg ni…haishh ikut sapela ni ekk…kih3…  Agknye besa nnti suke b’solek x??huu…  Kalo amik gmbr gne hnset pn same, tgn sbuk nk pgg henset, ps2 msuk mlut…hbs air liur lkt kt hnset aku.hahah.. Ps2 kalo tnjuk kt dia gmbr dia yg kte tngkp td tu, snyum meleret gak. Isk, kenal beno gmbr dia…prasanle tu,snyum2 tu…hehehe… Comey ank mama nim…
suke ngt tgk muke dia dlm crmin...hehe

Qaisara skrg officially pndai meniarap n bergolek2. Mase dkt nk msuk 3bln aritu,dia da mniarap skali dua tp brt lg. Now baru laju dia mniarap ble ltk je ats tilam. Kepala pn bole angkt n pusing2 tgk org da. Kaki pn t’gedik2 tolak…nanti blh mengengsot plak…hii..syoknye tgk karenah dia ni… Ble duk telentang plak, kaki msti dua2 t’angkt, n dia pgang dgn tgn. OPss…jgn msuk mlt ye..org tua2 kate kalo bby da pndai hsp ibu jari kaki, dia nk adikle tu.. NO3…mama nak bg ckup kasih sayang kt ank mama ni sorg dlu…nti dia da pndai mntk adk, bru bg…hehehe…tp rezeki kt tgn Tuhan, bkn kte kannn…;)

Angkat kaki tinggi2 & pegang...nnti msuk mlt le...

suke mniarap, tp sblh kiri. belah knan brt sket..

Cite psl t’golek, hr ahad, 29hb Apr aritu, mase aku g mndi pgi tu, aku tngl la dia j pats katil,mcm biasela. Aku ltk bwh playgym dia tu. Smbil mndi aku jenguk2 n pngil2 name dia gk. Ak tgk dia duk mniarap. Tbe2 dgr gedebuk! Ps2 suara dia ngs kuat…ya Allah!!!Qaisara jtuh katil!!! Huh mcm nk pngsan aku time tu..tp ak b’lari amik dia,dkung2,gsok2 kpala dia…bg susu.. Nsb baik kjp je dia ngs. Ps2 siap snyum2 kt aku… Lega..tp rs b’slh n tkt dia skt ke mn2… Aku peluk dia smbil ngs n mntk maaf kt dia… Ble da hlg mnggigil, ak sms hubby gtau dia. Dia ckp kalo da snyum2 tu ok la tu… Ble dia blk, Qaisara ok je,mcm biase je.. Sumpah aku xtngl da dia sorg2 ats katil!!!

Kalo bab menyusu plak, Qaisara still 100% breastfeeding. Alhamdulillah. Dia xstart makan pape lg. Nanti dkt2 6bulan bru nk try bg mkn kt dia…msti sronok kann…=) Tapi….bab nak susu n nak tido…huuuhhhhh… punyela ssh… Asal nk hsp susu je, msti nk kne dkung2 smbil hayun2 smpai dia btl2 lali nk tido, brula aku blh nk hayun smbil duduk… Fulamak…syokla Qaisara ni hsp susu kan???huhu..tp yg lenguhnye, mama dia ni la haa…. Kali dia hsp diam2 xpe gk, ni time nk susu tula sbuk nk tgk papa lah, nk tgk mainan lah. Kepala xduk diam, ade je yg dia nk intai…ps2 mengamuk2…huu…sabo jela syg oiii… Kalo tdo lame xpe gk…ni x, 30mnit je tdonye, ps2 nk susu lg..isk3..sabo2.. Kdg2 ade gkla time dia tdo lm sket siang2, tp puas ngamuk dlu la tu… Kdg2 nk ngs pn ade, bled a xthn lenguh, skt2 bdn…tp aku kuatkn ht demi anak t’syg… Dh prangai dia cm2…bab kate hubby aku, prangai kte xleh nk ubati mcm skt… Apepun, sume pnt lelah tu hilang ble tgk dia t’snyum n gelak ble kte agah dia…Alhamdulillah…Tuhan Maha Adil…

sume bnd msuk mlut dia....isk3

Knl org da?? Hurmmm…syg mama ni, kalo org yg dia xbiase nk amik dia, kne ade skill sket. Bg dia tgk2 dlu org tu, main2 dlu, then bru blh ribnk a or dkung.  Snang je kn…hehe…kalo x, melalak la dia…huu…  Lagi 1, aku prasan, kalo cuaca pns, mmg ssh dia nk tdo, even da bogelkn dia pn. Tp kalo dlm kete or time hjn, amboi syokla dia tdo…hehe…kne psg ekon nmpknye blik aku nih..haha.. Pastu skrg dia da pndai tdo ngiring, ps2 buas skali time tdo mlm2. Makanya, tmpt tido utk b’3 da jd mkin sempit!!! Rasenye xlm lg ade yg kne tdo kt bwh…kikiki…ce teka sape??? Mstila papa Qaisara kn…..huuu….

asal msuk kete je, hsp susu then tdo! ;)

Urmm…so far tu jela dlu pasal Qaisara ni. Nanti xterpost entry ni kang sbb ni pn aku tulis dlm mic.word dlu b4 msuk blog. Tulis ckit2, time lapang n rjin sket….heee…  Saaaaayang sgt2 anak mama Nur Adelia Qaisara! 
we are a happy family! Love u always, hubby & Sara!

[to be continued...........jeng3]

Thursday 19 April 2012

^ Sarabambam suda 4bulan ^

love u damn much, syg!


Rase saperti baru semalam aku melahirkannya... Indahnya perasaan ketika itu....

Mendakapnya buat kali pertama.... Kecilnya anakku yg diberi nama Nur Adelia Qaisara...

KINI....

4bulan sudah berlalu... Riang hati melihat perkembangan dirinya...

Dia sudah mengenali mama & papanya... Sudah pandai tersenyum & ketawa...

Sudah memulakan langkah seterusnya, iaitu meniarap...

Sudah pandai melihat org makan & minum, lebih2 lagi bile mndengar bunyi plastik...

Anakku Qaisara...

Dulu menangis bila dimandikn dgn air sejuk, skrg makin suka main dgn air sejuk...

Semua benda mahu dipegangnya, kmudian dimasukkan kedalam mulut...

Tapi...makin susah nak tidur, asyik nak main je...

Mama bahagia melihat kamu membesar dgn sihat & kuat...

Biarlah apa org nak kata...yg penting anak mama sihat, mama & papa bahagia!

Kasih sayang mama hanya utkmu seorang, sayangku....

XOXO



Monday 26 March 2012

I LoVe Breastfeeding ^^,

Hurmm...aku baru saje menidurkan si kecilku yg debab slepas menyusukannya. Td pkul 1p.m dia hsap susu n then tido, ps2 now kul 2.10p.m dia t'jga nk susu lg, then tdo blk. Cmtula rutin penyusuan Qaisara mama ni. Kalo tido mmg xbole lbh dr 1jam ,msti da lpr blk. Org kate, susu ibu ni cpt hadam, dlm 90mnit je b'bnding susu formula yg bole thn hingga 2-3jam thp kekenyangannya. That's y la bby yg mnyusu susu formula lbh lame tido b'bnding bby yg breastfeed. Wlpn begitu, breastfeeding is my 1st n only choice for my little princess ni.


Qaisara's rapid development, thanks to SUSU IBU!!


Melihat perkembangan fizikal Qaisara pula, aku mmg puas hati lah! Yela, sbulan naik approximately 1.3kg. Now da 3months 2weeks, n berat dia da 7kg already. Masa baru lahir punyela tecik anak mama ni, 2.9kg je. Qaisara is a 100% hasil susu ibu..hahaa.. So pasal berat bdn tu, xyah risau sgtla kot...nanti dia da pndai b'golek sana sini, kurusla tuu...hehe.. Tgk bdn dia la, b'ketul2 bt mcm Michelin hah..hoho.. 


Semua benda ada cabaran dan halangannya. Breastfeeding xdela halangan tu,slagi ibu mampu berikan susu kt ank dia, n slagi baby tu nak mnum susu ibu. Tapi cabarannya mmg adelah. Nak bg susu kt bby ni cerewet ckitla, nk kne selak2 baju, bukak bra, pastu bra slalu bsh kne susu. Time bby suck breast knan, yg kri pn menitis2 jgk. Time pegi shopping mall lg la, nk selak bj dpn org, alahai malulaa.. Last2 hubby ajak msuk kete, vromm3 balik umah jela!hoo sadis! Nk pam n smpan dlm botol pn mls. Cerewet jgk nk kne keep da milk pd suhu yg spttnya, ps2 nk kne ajr bby hsp botol. Qaisara xslesa hsp botol. Dia lbh suke nyonyot yg mama jgk, smpai t'tido. Pas2 kalo mlm2, bby tido lm ckit lbh dr 2-3jam, mulela breast membengkak. Sakit tuuu. Lagi, time bby da ade gg nanti, tkt gk kne gigit..hohooo.. Antara cabaran2 lain yg aku dpt dr blog org lain ialah ;


(1) Sakit di payudara pada peringkat awal kerana masih tidak pandai untuk menyusukan (latch-on pain). Namun, masalah ini boleh di atasi dengan mendapatkan pertolongan daripada yang pakar. Banyakkan pembacaan, tingkatkan pengetahuan.
(2) Lebih frekuensi penyusuan kerana susu ibu sangat mudah di hadam. Anda akan dapati bayi anda tidur tidak lama seperti bayi yang minum susu formula.
(3) Lebih komitmen buat si ibu – perlu kerap menyusu/ pam payudara untuk buat stok susu perahan. Namun, akan menjadi lebih mudah dengan praktis yang berterusan & pengurusan masa yang efektif.
(4) Ibu perlu hadkan pengambilan kafein.
(5) Kondisi kesihatan/ perubatan si ibu



Walaupun byk cabarannya, rmai ibu memilih utk menyusu badan smpaila ank b'umur 2tahun. Sape xnak anak sihat n mendapat kebaikan susu ibu yg jauh lebih baik dr susu formula kn? Bagi aku pula, walaupun penat menyusukan Qaisara stiap ms, kdg2 smpai lenguh blakang sbb dia hsp lama, tp aku enjoy n puas hati bila tgk dia sihat, so far xdemam lg, n kenyang dgn susu dr badanku sndri. Aku merasakan kepuasan yg xhingga nilainya. B'jaga mlm pn xdela ssh2 kne pegi bancuh susu dlu. Just selak bj n bg bby suck n dia akn b'hnti sndri bl dia rs da ckup. Ps2 dua2 bole smbung tido blk!ehee.. Tp agak xaci la sbb only mama la yg kne bgn bg susu kt bby. Papa sdpla kroh3, xde gngguan langsung!huhuu.. Tp papa Qaisara slalu jgk t'jga ble Qaisara b'grk2. Papa akn tepuk2la smpai dia diam. 

So far aku rase ok la menyusu badan ni. Berat bdn pn trun cpt! Part ni mmg best. Baju2 sblm peknen da bole pkai blk da...cume suar jeans aku xpkai lg la sbb ketat sgt wlpn da bole muat. Xselesa pakai jeans ms bby msih kcik ni. Nti dia da pndai jln, bole la pkai blk...ehee.. Org kate breastfeeding ni bole membantu jarakkan kelahiran. Tp still kne jage btl2 ni...xnakla bg adk cpt sgt kt Qaisara.hehehe. Mama nk syg2 Qaisara puas2 dlu, bru tmbh lg, insyaAllah... Semoga Qaisara membesar dgn sihat (bukan gemokss yee..hehe) n cergas juga pintar! =) Aku memilih utk xbekerja lagi, n jaga Qaisara sndri smpaila dia da xbreastfeed lg nanti... Aku bahagia melihat dia membesar dpn mata aku sndri, n hasil tgn aku sndri...=)

Tuesday 20 March 2012

Dulu & Kini; CINTA tetap milik kita!

Zaman couple~~, from 22/08/2008...

Zaman tunangan; menghitung hari disatukan! from 17/04/2010..






Then dh kawen...b'jnji b'sama slamanya.. from 12/02/2011..

Now, B'tmbah sorg lg dlm hdup kami, penyeri hdup,
bukti cinta kami =)...from 10/12/2011...

Alhamdulillah...aku bersyukur pada Tuhan yg Maha Esa. Dia yg telah mengatur hidupku dari aku dilahirkan, hingga kini aku pula yang melahirkan seorang insan yang amat bermakna bagiku... Aku amat bersyukur pada Tuhan kerna mengatur hidupku sesempurna ini, mengurniakanku lelaki yang baik, dan memberikan kami zuriat yang sempurna. Tiada kata dapat ku ungkapkan lagi...betapa aku bersyukur dgn semua kurniaan ini. Aku selalu berdoa agar kesempurnaan ini, walau sederhana, akan tetap menjadi milikku selamanya....amin....


I have carried you, always.


Before you were conceived, I carried a part of you in my soul. 

When I met your father, I looked into his eyes and saw the other part of you, and knew you, and prayed that you would come to be.
Before you were born, I carried you in my womb. 


When you were restless I sang to you and soothed you and told you how I loved you.
When you were born, I carried you in my arms.


kissed you and held you and put you to my breast, so that you would know that there is light and warmth and goodness in the world.


Later, I wrapped you in cloth and carried you close to my heart. 


I held you close so that you could hear that my heart beats like yours; that we are the same, you and I, and that you would never have to cry alone.
After a while, I carried you on my back, so that you could look at the world with confidence and joy and know that you belonged; so that you could share all of the beauty of the world as an equal to all that live in it.

Now, later still, I carry you when you are tired or fearful.

 So that you know that no matter how weary you become, or what life holds, you can always depend on others for support and comfort.

When you grow older, my darling, and your adventures take you further from my arms, know that even in my last hour I will carry you.


I will carry you in my heart, for you are always with me.
I will carry you, always...

- Christine Maguire